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Fighting the monsters

Dear viewer. First off, thank you for your interest in this very important movement
In the following minutes I will share with you everything that goes on behind the scenes. 

The cost and labor of this work is immense and I cannot continue to finance this and do all the work all by myself

From website upkeep to translation work of all the content, subtitling interviews into different languages, interviewing victims, ex-cult members, lawyers and politicians this can quickly add up to hundreds if not thousands of dollars per month

Just alone the pc and office space, to a sound and video studio are not self-explanatory. I am currently saving up to be able to upgrade my vide3o cameras to 4k so as to present everything in a more professional way

Just the equipment I own, I have saved up over many years. Instead of going on holidays or treating myself to new clothes or furniture or even eating out in a restaurant, I forgo many amenities in order to save money for my equipment and costs of labor.

Let me give you an example. Just alone this video, I would need to properly subtitle it into German otherwise I would have to film the video twice. This option would take easily a few hours of unpaid work. To write the script in English, then translate it into German and then filming both versions, cutting, audio adjustments and uploading. I've tried this a few times but the amount of work and effort is very high. There are alternatives. Like using AI to translate and subtitle all the videos. I thought of this option too but, any professional and serious srt generator in multiple languages comes close to hundreds of dollars a year. How am I going to afford that if I can't even sell enough t-shirts and books every month to even cover my monthly bills. Now, luckily, my wife works full time and so we manage to just make ends meet, but the sacrifice of have one adult doing full time, non-profit work can sometimes be very disheartening when it seems like no one donates or supports the cause. All the likes and well wishes in the world do not pay for the tremendous amount of labor and financial sacrifices I have made over the last five years. Balancing self-employed work, constantly looking for sources of income, takes away from the important time needed to do all the other stuff towards bringing these vile, destroyers of lives and human garbage to justice.

Alone making international phone calls to lawyers, victims, politicians, law enforcers, charities, churches, researchers costs way more than I can afford. Even just driving two hours somewhere to interview someone or film on location is currently out of my budget. 

I desperately need funding to

Pay for website upkeep and costs
AI generated subtitles and speech synchronization into different languages to remove language barriers

Cost for travel, car maintenance, accommodation and food

Cost for an assistant to help me cutting videos, uploading to social media, seo, research and marketing

Google and Facebook ads, without which, it is impossible to reach a large enough audience. Alone a marketing campaign that would reach a potential of 100000 or more viewers costs hundreds of dollars

Film and audio equipment, paper, printing, office space, microphones, 4k cameras and screen prompts

And in case you haven't noticed, I haven't even mentioned that I do all this and pay for all of this, without a salary of any kind.

I could achieve these goals and be able to pay something towards all my running costs of living if I only made three thousand dollars a month. That would be enough to cover my costs, fund ads, pay for an assistant and finally get my car serviced so I'm not scared of it falling apart every time I am on the highway

I don't want your pity; I want your support. You don't have to give me free money either. You can support me by recommending this project to three of your friends and signing my petition. On my website you can buy a single, a t-shirt or one of my books and if you are feeling generous, go over to my GoFundMe page in the description and donate a thousand dollars to help me create a better tomorrow 

My goal is simple. No child abuser should ever again be able to hide in the shadows and simply wait it out until their crimes have expired. There should never exist such a heinous thing as an expiration date for a crime against humanity

Please like, subscribe and share with all your friends and family. I hope soon to be able to translate this video in more languages

Until next time 

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30175 Hanover

 

 

January.07.2020

Excerpts from the criminal complaint of 2020, against my parents.

Acts of rape, corporal punishment and sexual conduct with myself and other children.

 

When I was just under 2 years old, my parents immigrated to India. At that time they were already members of the cult "Children of God". Later also known as "The Family of Love" "The Family" and until today "The Family International" or short "TFI".

The frequent change of names of the "Children of God" or "The Children of God" (COG) took place because of the many criminal lawsuits and prosecutions against the cult and its leaders worldwide.

 

My earliest memories of India were bad.

There was almost never cold water to drink, as everything had to be boiled. I remember being thirsty so often that I drank the hot water before it could cool. Since my parents had little money, meals were often skimped on or skipped altogether. I was brutally beaten with the belt and other objects for the slightest offense. Later, when my brother was barely one year old, he was also beaten with the belt when he spit out food, cried, or the like.

Before the chastisement we always had to strip completely naked. Stefan grabbed my genitals every time. I thought nothing of it at the time, I thought this was normal.

When Stefan washed me, there were repeated sexual acts with me.

I remember when I was very small....

I was lying on my back and Stefan lifted my legs in the air. He is naked. He smiled down at me and said something like "You are such a beautiful doll..."

 

Once my mother came out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around her hair. Otherwise, she was also naked, as was common in those days.

I will never forget her look. She looked at me as if she was very angry with me. I was confused, I thought I was doing something bad.

I heard her say, "That's disgusting".

Stefan said, "What's disgusting about it? I am making love to my son as the prophet teaches us," or something like that.

Stefan let go of me and went back into the bathroom. I remember that I immediately went to my mother and hugged her. I asked her what I did wrong and she wiped a tear from her eye and said to me in English, "Nothing, you did nothing wrong."

My parents spoke almost only German to each other when I was little. To me they spoke English but I understood relatively much of what they said in German. It wasn't until I was 8 or 9 years old that I completely forgot German.

Often in the morning Stefan would read the Bible and ask me to stimulate "It". My hand was not enough to reach around "It." He would command me in English how to do it, "Slowly", "Don't pull down so far" and that kind of thing. Sometimes he would sit me on his penis to use my butt cheeks to stimulate himself. Sometimes he would force it further.

I remember that happening occasionally in the bathroom too. I would play with my yellow duck and he would sit in the water with me and "play" with me.

My mother did not think this was "good" according to my memory. Stefan often did this when my mother was not present.

My mother, however, was anything but innocent. She often put her hand on my penis before sleeping or tried to stimulate me orally. It hurt quite a bit at first and I remember seeing that my penis was bleeding. I would try to push it away and say "Mama it hurts".

She would say "Don't worry, you will learn to like it."

According to my memories, I was raped several times by Stefan und I was around five or perhaps six years old. Even while he was chastising me, he would touch my genitals. This happened frequently until I was about thirteen. Often he would lock himself in the bathroom afterwards and masturbate. I saw this with my own eyes because I dared to look through the keyhole.

But my mother also had sex with me. Only "gays, homosexual acts" she found to be "not ok".

 

Scenarios like the following happened in everyday life.

 

Stefan called me into my parents' bedroom and told me to come to him on the bed. We prayed together and then he told me something like "I know you like to make love with me and your mother. There are evil people who do not want to give us this freedom. They don't believe in Jesus and they will try to take you away from your mother and me or kidnap you if they find out we are making love to each other..." more details in the above video.

Often we were asked to have sex with other children. My mother or Stefan would make us tents out of our bunk beds with sheets. We were then "paired" with girls of the same age.

Such events were even listed in the calendar under "Sharing Nights." Otherwise, our lives as children were characterized by hard work, witnessing, begging, singing on the streets, and cooking, cleaning, and doing laundry.

Sometimes an adult would come into the tent to ask if everything was all right. Sometimes the adult would ask me to step aside so he could show me how to "satisfy" the girl. Such events were also recorded by means of photos and videos.

Facts of torture (According to the plaintiff).

Throughout my childhood, severe punishments for the smallest offenses were common. Often it was enough to say that you didn't like something, to contradict an adult, or to be caught in a lie.

Serious offenses were: theft, publicly doubting the faith or calling Moses David a liar, blasphemy, and so on.

For such offenses, one could receive the following punishments.

One's mouth was taped shut with industrial tape so that one could not speak. From morning till night one had to walk around like that. One was not allowed to have contact with other children (because of poisonous ideas) and had to eat, work, wash dishes, etc. alone.

It was not unusual for punishments to be combined.

Once in a fit of rage I yelled, "I hate all of you, I hate Jesus, Grandpa, I hate this place."

I was barely 6 then, in this combo home in New Delhi. It had like a courtyard in the middle of the building. It was covered with arched plastic. When it rained, the sound was scary and loud.

Anyway, the courtyard was lined with columns around long tables where the more than a hundred cult members could dine.

My punishment for the above crime was as follows. They tied my hands around one of these pillars. I had my pants and underpants pulled down in front of the whole, breakfasting roommates. Then I was whipped at least 10 times with a leather belt. Probably much more than that. I collapsed from the pain. Even my mother screamed that they were going too far.

Afterwards, I was denied breakfast.

My mouth was then taped shut.

I was left alone to do the dishes by hand for over a hundred people and was then ordered to do one hard job after another for the rest of the day.

When I took off the tape that I had put over my mouth because I couldn't breathe, I was beaten repeatedly and my punishment time was increased by up to a week.

I had to eat alone and my meals consisted of only bread and water

I had to wear a wooden yoke around my neck in addition to the taped mouth with the inscription:

"I am on silence restriction. Do not talk to me."

Such punishments, exorcisms and forced labor were normal for me until I was 13 years old.

Over many years, I have laboriously searched for other victims who can confirm my story. Who were also personally humiliated, tortured and sexually abused by Stefan. After my ex-communication from the cult, I was vehemently denied any contact with other children still living in the cult. Many children and adults in the cult also used false names. That is why it took me decades to come across other victims by chance.

 

I still suffer from the consequences of this abuse today. When I was a teenager, my parents left Switzerland to immigrate to Africa. Thus, they did not fulfill their obligations to support me. They registered me with people I didn't even know in order to avoid punishment. Although they knew that I lived in Bern (CH), they reported me as missing to Interpol and thanks to them I had to be remanded in custody as a minor because Stefan did not give me my passport and identity card. My parents did not care if I lived or died. I was a traitor. They told my siblings that I was vomit in God's eyes.

I have panic attacks, nightmares and depression to this day. I was hospitalized for 6 months after I tried to drink myself to death.

I suffer from post-traumatic stress disorder to this day that will never heal.

 

 

My parents, as well as many other child molesters who committed crimes in the cult, are unpunished to this day.

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