"Scream in My Dreams" is about surviving trauma, losing everything, and trying to make peace with the person staring back from the mirror. Sometimes dreams feel safer than reality—and very few people know what it's like to live inside of a waking - the recurring nightmare of living with CPTSD A nightmare pop journey through darkness, rage, grief, and survival. 🎬 Watch the full music video now on my YouTube channel (link in bio). What lyric hit you the hardest? #ScreamInMyDreams #NightmarePop #DarkPop #AlternativeMusic #OriginalMusic Full lyrics here Nightmare after nightmare I’m running fast The screaming only stops When daylight penetrates my eyes I’m exhausted mulling over Everything in the past Still not as bad As waking to this miserable existence I used to have a thousand friends They all had issues I went on so many benders My doctor say I laugh at cruelty too much Why should I listen What would it change The way I see it anger hate and paranoia They remain my only friends Because I can only see clear in my dreams I can only feel good When I’m asleep I can only suffocate the confusion of my tortured state of mind That plagues me when I’m awake I’ve been a lone wolf for so many years Hunger cold and anger Kept me going through the tears I lost my future my friends and my family My entire childhood was robbed from me So, this is it this is who I am A cold hardened individual who doesn’t give a damn Fuck your feelings, and opinions Most of all fuck your pedantic You can call me crazy but at least I’m authentic And so, I scream in my dreams It feels so good when I’m asleep This reality is a falsehood filled delusional state of mind Just chasing money when you’re awake Day after day the demons rise I shiver when I relive my childhood The prodigal son was abscised A traitor to God, puke in his eyes his guitar saved him from his so-called family I can only scream in my dreams Will I ever feel good when I’m not asleep Maybe I can love the broken person looking back through the mirror that haunts me when I am awake All this so-called value it’s just fake When we die all of it will dissipate

A Dark Comedy About Greed, Power & Human Atrocity I AM RICH — Official Music Video A savage operatic satire exposing the greed, brutality and unchecked power of billionaires, dictators, war criminals and profiteers. This film is outrageous, theatrical, darkly comedic—and dead serious about the cost of human suffering. The video follows our main character through four absurdly lavish rooms—each one a metaphor for the way unchecked power turns real human suffering into background entertainment. – a breakfast table where he casually watches war like morning news while eating his enemies – a private aquarium with exotic fish and a pet shark – a trophy room filled with stuffed predators… and a taxidermied human – a golden ballroom where atrocities play across giant screens – dissidents awaiting execution – the leftovers of the last victim still on the table This is not a political piece—it's a satire of greed itself, mocking the megalomaniacs who treat the world like a toy box and humanity like disposable assets. The song blends operatic vocals, rock elements, and theatrical performance to deliver a message wrapped in humor, shock, and spectacle. If this resonates with you, share it. If it angers you—good. It’s supposed to. 🎧 Stream more music from Strictly So Productions https://www.philipseibel.com/singles 🔥 Subscribe for more bold, cinematic satire @Philip-Seibel Music, lyrics & performance: Philip Seibel Concept, set design & costumes: Philip Seibel THIS MUSIC WAS CREATED BY A REAL HUMAN BEING. NO AI WS USED IN ANY SHAPE OR FORM #stopaimusic About the Artist In 1996, at fifteen, Philip Seibel ran from the cult “Children of God,” leaving behind abuse, poverty, and slavery. The streets became refuge; survival, the only law. Becoming a lone-wolf: street musician, thief, artist, lover, dealer—doing whatever it took just to stay alive. Today, a full-time father, digital creator, and storyteller. This channel isn’t a genre—it’s a lifetime of music, art, pain, and an unrelenting hunger for justice, for meaning, and perhaps for a glimpse of salvation at the end of this journey. You can delve into his world and read his books based on his incredible story at www.philipseibel.com Write me in the comments if you want to know more. Subscribe and follow if you dare to step inside my world, where every video is a fragment of a life lived on the edge. You can purchase my books based on my true life story of survival on the streets of Europe here: https://www.philipseibel.com/books #IAmRich #Satire #DarkComedy #MusicVideo #AntiGreed #ArtFilm #SocialCommentary #AntiWarProfiteering #Corruption #Power #BillionaireSatire #DystopianArt #DarkHumor #MusicShort #GreedIsEvil #ArtAgainstGreed

LOOK DON'T TOUCH In the raw streets, crowded trains, bars, and public spaces where young women are too often treated like prey, this video is a gut-punch wake-up call straight from someone who's lived it. Look out for each other. Be aware of what's happening around you. And if you must look at a pretty woman? Do it politely—no staring, no leering. And definitely DO NOT TOUCH… or someone might just whup your ass. I made this because for years living on the street I saw too many sickening scenes: men beating women bloody, groups harassing young girls on public transport, and the crowd just staring at their phones or looking away. Almost no one stepped in. Except me—and the Bowie knife I always carried for self-defense. It takes real courage to intervene when a man is pounding on a woman or thugs are surrounding a girl. Some people pay with their lives for that courage. Like 23-year-old German student Tuğçe Albayrak, who was beaten to death in 2014 after rushing to protect two teenage girls being sexually harassed by a group of men at a McDonald’s. Tragic stories like hers echo across Italy, Germany, and beyond—ordinary people murdered for showing the civilian courage the rest of us too often lack. This isn’t just a video. It’s a demand: Stop being a bystander. Look. Listen. Act when it counts. Because silence lets the predators win. Watch it. Feel it. Then next time you see it happening… do something. #lookdonttouch #CivilianCourage #ProtectWomen #streetjustice #CowardsLookAwayHeroesAct #StreetHarassment #ProtectWomen #RealMenAct #PublicHarassment #HorrorcoreMetal #CrossoverMetal Disclaimer The creator of this video does not condone violence in any shape or form. This video promotes awareness, civilian courage, and bystander intervention only through legal and peaceful means. If you witness any form of harassment, molestation, or violence, please immediately notify the authorities or security personnel. Stay safe and protect each other.

Meet Marshmallow Cocoa—the wannabe socialite drifting somewhere between sugar-coated fantasy, influencer obsession, and beautifully unhinged internet aesthetics. In a hypersexualized world of dopamine addiction, get rich quick OnlyFans wannabees, and showing skin for money rather than real talent—“Marshmallow Cocoa” takes on this kawaii candycore world at its very plushiest. A kawaii sense of humor, hyper fakeness, and garishly pink vibes… because real men can wear pink too. Even if that means borrowing makeup from his daughter and oversized bathrobes from his wife to create probably the most visually stunning and hilarious DIY music video of 2026. With simple in app filters contact lenses and a whole lot of make up I dived into the world of young teen girls and adults trying to make sense of it all... and maybe took it a bit too far? See for yourself The single drops worldwide on Spotify today. “Marshmallow Cocoa” blends AI backgrounds with real human-made music and countless hours of real film editing, makeup, and a lot of giggles and laughs in the home studio. This surreal pop performance blends kawaii aesthetic, pink aesthetic video styling, and hyper-stylised chaos to create a world of kitsch, maximalism, and emotional overload. It plays with hyperpop energy, candycore visuals, and glitchy pop art influences to build a surreal mirror of modern internet culture. Beneath the softness and colour is a sharper reflection of today’s digital world: social media addiction, dopamine loops, endless scrolling, and the pressure to perform a perfect identity online. It’s playful on the surface, but it quietly questions what constant comparison does to self-worth in a hyper-connected world. A mix of art pop performance, surreal storytelling, and internet culture satire—where identity becomes aesthetic, attention becomes currency, and nothing is ever quite real. A mix of art kitsch - pop performance, surreal storytelling, and internet culture satire. Follow me, like me, heart me… sing along and follow me for more crazy things to come. #MarshmallowCocoa #NewMusic #OutNow #SpotifyRelease #IndieArtist #DIYMusicVideo #KawaiiVibes #Candycore #PinkAesthetic #RealMusic #NoShortcuts #AIArt #CreativeProcess #HomeStudio #FunnyVideo #VisualArt #MusicReels #TikTokMusic #AltPop #WeirdCore #Authenticity #MakeArtNotClout #RealTalent #FollowForMore #ViralMusic

In a frozen world where the past never forgets, IGKY unleashes unrelenting vengeance against those who inflicted childhood torture. Hovering shadows, blood-stained ice, and ominous melodies set the stage for a merciless retribution. No halo, no crown—only wrath. This is a provocative exploration of justice, memory, and unholy promises, where the wronged take their fate into their own hands. Artistic expression only; all events fictional. #IGKY #DarkRap #HorrorRap #Vengeance #RevengeFantasy #FrozenLake #GrimReaper #Blood #Cleaver #Crow #Trauma #JusticeServed #ExtremeLyrics #GothicRap #MetalRap #DarkAesthetic #DramaticMusic #winterhorrorstories #christianabuse I designed, acted, played, recorded, sound engineered and filmed everything myself. If you like my videos please like and share. I do this to provide quality music videos in a cess pool of ai slop F*k ai music Disclaimer: This is a purely fictional, provocative piece created for entertainment purposes only. It depicts extreme violence, revenge fantasies, and graphic themes of abuse/retribution in an artistic/lyrical context. It does not condone, encourage, or glorify real-world violence, harm, murder, or any illegal acts. Any resemblance to real events or persons is coincidental. If you or someone you know is experiencing abuse, please seek help from professionals or authorities. I do not endorse or support vigilantic behaviour in any way, shape idealogy or form Like my videos? Buy me a coffee buymeacoffee.com/seibelphil8 Each video is done from scratch by hand and takes on average countless hours to complete www.philipseibel.com #realhumanmusic

IN DONALD TRUMP WE TRUST – Official Parody DISCLAIMER this video is NOT POLITICAL and made WITHOUT ANYONE'S PERMISSION I kindly ask for forgiveness for usage of visuals in this video, it is not my intention to make a profit off other people's art and creations If I do ever turn a profit, write me and I'll share the earnings, for me this video is about a message, laughter and coming together against the tyrants of this earth SIMPLY PUT... It is a parody of one gigantic asshole... UNCENSORED LYRICS BELOW ...that instigates violence, bullies the press, and brags about grabbing pussy Now, the tables have turned — and the playlist’s on fuck you. In Ronald Grump We Trust: The anthem nobody voted for, but everyone can dance to. 💥 100% satire, 200% ego. 💥 #nokingsprotest #nokingsday #chicagoprotests #nokingsrally #ParodyMusic #SatireAnthem #southparkfandom #maga #fuckdonaldtrump In Donald Trump We Trust AKA "Grab em by the Pussy" He shakes hands like a mob boss king, Says freedom’s just a pretty thing. Builds walls, not bridges — power display, Truth crumbles fast, slips away. He hugs flags tighter than friends he’s burned, History’s lessons? Never learned. Moscow loves his tiny energetic thrust, In Donald Trump we trust. “Fake news!” he shouts at his reflection, At the pudgy, flabby body mocking perfection. Bellowing at the press, flatulent yet frisky, He grunts the order to grab ’em by the pussy. Democracy collapsing and yet we consented. giving up our rights to the clearly demented It's plain to see we're all still concussed In Donald Trump we trust. He’d tweet at Stalin, call him a bro, Ask Putin how to steal the show. Strongman school, he passed with flair, While justice gasped for the last breath of air. Whispers on islands, names unspoken, Laws bent, morality broken. Power’s a toy, in his tiny hands so robust In Donald Trump we trust. He babbles at rallies, carnival of fuss, Claims wars that never were — Albania versus wtf??? Words tumble like slot machines gone wild, His broken processor spits the nonsense compiled. Casinos sank, lawsuits piled high, Creditors fumed, reporters ask why On TV his daughter sparks his sick dark twisted lust In Donald Trump we trust. Mirror, mirror, on the wall, Who’s the tiniest wiener of them all? Tariffs drag trade back to feudal yoke. History may laugh, yet for us it’s no joke — The tyrants grin, yet it's far from jest When idiots reign and crush all protest As the world unwillingly begins the self-adjust In Donald Trump we trust.

A haunting reimagining of Christy Moore’s Ride On. Stripped to its bones and dragged through the shadows, this version descends into a gothic graveyard lament—baritone guitar, cello, and earth-shaking lows down to F#1. What begins as sorrow erupts into a wall of metal fury before fading back into the dark. Folk never sounded this metal I do all my own music and video designs. Everything you see in this video took hours and sometimes days and weeks to create Yes I sometimes use AI to help me construct some items in my scenes but they are still edited, photoshopped shaded, etc by me the artist. F**K AI Music, AI ART and AI Plagiarism to death #realhumanmusic #darkaesthetic #RideOn #ChristyMoore #FolkMetal #DarkFolk #GothicMusic #BaritoneGuitar #MetalCover #CelloMetal #LowVocals #BassVoice #DoomMetal #AtmosphericMetal #EpicCover #HauntingMusic #MetalVocals #AlternativeMetal #DarkAesthetic #HeavyMusic #IndieMetal #folkreimagined Buy me a coffee if you appreciate real human art and the thousands of dollars, hours of labor and skill it takes to create these kind of music videos Yes I play ALL the instruments (Drums are mix of live and editing and drum samples in Logic but I try to keep everything as authentic as possible. And yes I bought and played the cello on this song buymeacoffee.com/seibelphil8 www.philipseibel.com

This Video was recorded late summer this year. Sadly deleted when my yt channel was hacked a month ago Enjoy :-D About Me My name is Philip Seibel, a survivor of the notorious cult "the children of god" in which I was born and raised At the age of fifteen I had enough of the forced labor, sexual abuse, beatings and deprivation of speech and liberty and I ran away My parents left me to die on the streets of Switzerland and soon after took my younger siblings to Africa. I would not see them again for almost ten years My only instrument of survival was my voice and guitar… and lots of will power As a former victim of child abuse, I try to make a difference by speaking out against the statutes of limitations. You can help by subscribing to my channel so that as many people as possible will know my story of abuse and survival after growing up in the cult aka the children of god which you can find in my diverse interviews and podcasts on this channel Ever since my youtube channel was hacked and deleted I've been re-uploading all my videos Singing and writing are my passions. Recently, I have published two horror fiction novels based on my life, which are available on amazon (see links in my channel) If you want to know more about me, go to my homepage www.philipseibel.com I am to this day self-employed and truly struggle to make ends meet. Your purchase of my wearables, books and music will really help me to cover the costs of my productions and activism. You can also find links to donate on my homepage. Thank you for reading Ever since my youtube channel was hacked and deleted I've been re-uploading all my videos If you want to know more about me go to my homepage www.philipseibel.com #stopchildabuse #survivalstory #sing with me #philip seibel #cult survivor #valhalla #valhallacalling #miracleofsound #vikingspirit #vikingsongs #norsemyths

“Is It 1939 All Over Again?” A question that refuses to disappear. A lone soldier stands among the fallen — past and present colliding — carrying the weight of decisions he never made. This film is a reflection on war, memory, and the cost paid by those sent to fight it. It speaks for the countless voices history has buried, and those still unheard today. Some make decisions. Others live — and die — with them. Disclaimer: This video contains archival and contemporary war footage sourced from historical and educational materials. It is presented for artistic and reflective purposes only. This work does not glorify or promote violence. It is an anti-war statement — a call to remember the human cost of conflict, not to repeat it.